Life is not what you expect it to be nor should it be. That is something I've learned again this week. We make plans to give ourselves guidance, a place for our feet to plant. We can only see as far as our human eyes allow. The path we choose can change within moments from sadness to joy, happiness to sorrow, darkness to light.
For now the ground I walk is hard, broken and at moments unbearable. I have to believe it will get better. In my mind I know that to be true but my heart weighs a ton. Pushing me down through the earth.
It has been a bad week.
new painting Acrylic on canvas